I pulled this word and there was a sudden flash that hey, these words are getting tougher. They dig at something deep within me. Something uncomfortable to admit. Make me question what is real? What is perception?
A first effort – acknowledge that I am connected. I have brought in information for several writings. I often get intuitive hits, some of which pan out; some not.
A second effort – acknowledge that I could allow the connection to come in even stronger. Allow the grace to enter and know that I am safe.
A third effort – recognize that I naturally am a connector. If someone needs to know something, I often know someone that might be able to help. In the corporate world, I often understood that if one person changed something over here that they needed to alert someone over there. That person might have a need to know so that it would not impact them.
It feels appropriate to contemplate how it is that I am connected with ALL THAT IS. And then I wonder, do I really want to go there? Do I really want to be that open that I can see, acknowledge, feel that I am connected to ALL. Feels like it would be an opening that would be filled with a lot of pain. Not wanting to invite that in.
It feels like if I really admit how connected I am / could be that it would mean having to change my life. Am I ready for that?
How to embrace the deep level of connection that is present. Allow grace in. One step at a time.